Finally , a new blog post :)

Oh I've been off here for some time now. There's a few reasons for this, I've been spending a lot of my time on youtube and myspace like seemingly everyone else around me on the web. I now know how to fold shirts properly and have watched countless old music videos that I haven't seen in years. Youtube, love it and hate it at the same time, what a great waste of time it can be.

Life has been good and manic and horrible and great all at the same time. I have never been so busy in a really long time. There's my day job which is going through some major changes and a bit of financial trouble, lots of sleepless nights worrying about cash flows forecasts have resulted in baggy eyes. Add on top of that the club door job once a month and my new incarnation as one of the Darling Bears and bang, there goes all my free time. But I am loving it. I haven't enjoyed my job this much in ages, and its because we are working on resolving a problem and acheiving something better that I am again inspired. Doing the DBs has been great also, its weird having people always staring and I was scared shitless when we performed last week but so far I've gotten positive feedback.

I haven't slept well over the past week or so, and I think thats a good thing in a weird way. My mind is again being stimulated and I always get a bit restless during times like these, but I enjoy that. I've also slowed down on my partying ways and maybe my sleep patterns wil be a bit messed up for the next little while.

Thats it thats all, i might just go back to bed x