All Good Things....

I have had probably the hardest few days of my life ever this past week. Something major happened that has made me question everything that I'm doing in my life. I am not sure where to go from here really. A part of me wants to disappear out of everyones life, hide forever and not be found, it seems like my whole life has been running away from something rather than towards anything. Another part says it will pass, I need my support and my friends to get through things. For now I will wait and see ...

I wrote this and saved in draft form last week ... I am much better now but figured I should blog the entry because it reflects the way I felt at the time.